"A simple ancient fable reveals this artfully, in telling of one seeking the Beloved. He knocks at his door and hears: 'Who is there?' He replies, 'It is I.' The response comes: 'There is no room in here for both of us.' Despondent, he goes away into the forest and for long months meditates on the words he has heard. Then he returns and knocks again at the door. In response to the same question, 'Who is there?' He replies, 'It is Thee!' - and the door opens to receive him.
The transformation of the 'I' into the 'Thee' in this fable indicates the prospect of a real kind of death. We begin to realize the seriousness of this imperative when we are able to suspend our defenses and really hear what Jesus is saying, in teaching that to follow him we must 'deny' and 'renounce' ourselves, and even 'hate' and 'lose' our lives, for his sake. And we begin to sense a strange inner contradiction, in discovering that what we now most long for, we most resist, and even fear. Instinctively, we try to look past those words of Jesus and go on to more consoling ones."
-Thelma Hall, Too Deep for Words